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Saturday, July 15th, 2006
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Oh Lord.
THIS IS DUMB.
I AM ON ME COMPUTER!
OH WHAT A SHOCK!
DURANDAL, KICK ME IN THE NUTS.
WEIRD ENGLISH KIDS THAT SUCK PAGAN COCKS.
AHHhhhhhhhHAHHHHHhhhHHHAHHH
Gotta Practice.
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So, I'm going to UB for architecture.
Drawing still more, getting better. I'm an abuser of the of ellipse. That sucks for me, and for you.
Get my one of these: www.apple.com/macbookpro
Do it now.
I must use bootcamp now, I'll be the coolest kid at the LAN party.
if you reply or even read this you're a great big bag of penis loving. Know this.
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Saturday, February 25th, 2006
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Best Cthulhu session yet, Sean, Jim, Manindra, Aaron, and Rohan played. It was a giant bucket of super natural fun. Silly cultists. Even more silly gun brandishing players.
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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Feeling rather disconnected from all. Seems like I'm talking to myself. But it's strange because people are right infront of me. Updating is strange. Who am I talking to. Myself I guess.
What to do with the rest of today's afternoon. I feel like whatever happens will happen soon, there isn't much more time to waste. I'll go far or I'll falter and fail. * **** *** ***
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Sunday, October 9th, 2005
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What the crap, a cooper union community. Weeha.
Been drawing more, maybe I'll post some of the drawings later. Scanning and hosting them is a real pain in thea ass.
Joined some pretty interesting communitys so if you happen to read my friends page, I think the only person updating is parker... His every update, gives me joy, because I know someone's still alive.
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
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It's like cleaning your glasses off and realizing the world wasn't fuzzy and fucked up, it was just you, and you can't remember if you were ever happy?
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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
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You Are The Outlaw
"Sure, I'll do it. My way."
Just because you do not conform to the same laws and rules as everyone else does not mean that you are a bad guy. You travel your own path, separate from those around you, with your own reasons for doing what you do. Because of this and your own nature, it goes without saying that you are generally misunderstood. That does not matter much, though, as people love you for being who you are. You are pretty well set in your ways and have no real intention of changing. This can come across as a flicker of arrogance if your not careful. You do what is right for you, and God help anyone who stands in your way.
Which Classic Story Role Do You Play?
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For the last week, my left eye lid has been spasing out. Slightly blinking and twitching randomly unless I hold it open. It's driving me crazy. Someone make it stop. I need food. If you're reading this play halo with me, otherwise, don't. I'll be messing with my eye. The movie comes along. It comes along. Along with the twitching of my eye. I think being grounded and reading hundreds of pages of grapes of wrath critisim tagged along with not being able to get online until my dad leaves the house is making me insane, and giving me parkison's, thus the eye.
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PoopY!
Republic Commando rocks my green wool commando socks off.
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Sunday, February 27th, 2005
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I feel compelled. Perhaps it's right, or maybe it's wrong. I think I just want to write. Ha! I spelled bare as bear. Take that mother fucker. I've been reading Origin of Species and Gulliver's travels. I like the fiction more. Darwin is one boring guy. Or atleast his writing is. It's seems like a journal entry, thats four hundred pages and guess what, is about evolution. You should all read. I wonder who even listens to me anymore. Just read. Fucking read. Books, not the pitiful pre pressed internet garbage. Everyone online is just as moronic as me, even monkies can run websities. Fucking read books.
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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Long time no entry, but perhaps this is a good thing, for after rereading a many entries, I did, and you would find that they all tell of unhappiness, and thus, not bad spirits are for not entering. Yet, irony strikes again, what is the reason for this entry then?
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Thursday, February 10th, 2005
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The waves moved incessantly, even though I was begging them to stop, or even just to slow. They swished and washed like milk. The floor was a great big ocean of my fear. I was, at this very moment witnessing the evisceration of my being, of my once immortal soul. Time slows when you lose it all. It makes it easier to breath to pretend that instead of staring at the reflection of my quickly whitening face, that I am watching the nauseating waves of the ocean.
The hard table is cold to my stomach. As I think this, I realize that the table can't be cold. I have no soul, no feeling, no sense. Or the table could be cold, but I wouldn't... shouldn't know it.
I feel it, the sensation numbing. No drugs, nothing extra. Losing myself. Pretending to be in the ocean, puts me there, swimming next to the sail boat, in blue water, free of milk. Feeling the peeling red paint. My father staring, smiling at me, a silhouette against the sun.
The image fades, I'm left in the room. With my emotion of emptiness. The room seems to reflect. No more table. The walls seem whiter.
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
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Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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If you had everything alright, feelin good let's say, you might consider it self discipline to rearrange everything, or to step outside, to stop. The reasons being for some kind of gratification later, which in a long term sense really makes no sense, as planning through forced habits won't allow you to work with yourself anyway, you're who you were to begin with anyway, but now you're confused and angry at yourself for not thourghly "disciplining" yourself beforehand when you had the chance to change everything and have it all come out the same in the end. It's 1 in the morning, my head is wobbly, pardon the text above, I can't read it either, for it makes my head hurt more.
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
March
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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I've become so bored of you mr. live journal, you're such a misery, I find it annoy to be connected, the world shouldn't be this way. Forests are lost, and my journals have no phone lines and the passwords are my fists protecting them, much better than any of this WEP 128 bit garbage. So long mr. livejournal I never wanted you anyway.
You had better start swimming or you'll sink like a stone
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